Private to Edgar.

[pearling]

You will come to my cabin immediately.

[And then Martha and Persephone have a talk about how Edgar's kicked off the infirmary staff.]

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[notonedrop.livejournal.com]

She might have been delusional, but he had a question he figured he might as well ask. "Well, then why am I here if it isn't for my blood drinking?"

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[persephonepearl.livejournal.com]

"You are here because of how you perceive yourself, Edgar." She paused. "Because you think you are not human."

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[notonedrop.livejournal.com]

"But that's ridiculous! I'm not human. I'm half-bat." Of course, he was ignoring the fact that his mind was nearly entirely human, and that he was fully sentient, but to him, being part bat made a world of difference.

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[persephonepearl.livejournal.com]

"Are you speaking now? Are you bothered by the fact that you do not perceive yourself to have a soul?"

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[notonedrop.livejournal.com]

"Of course I'm bothered by it...and of course I'm speaking. I know I'm intentional, but my nature just reverts to bestial when I don't drink blood. Like some sort of cruel joke. I have to damn myself so I can have the awareness to want to not be damned."

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[persephonepearl.livejournal.com]

"All mortals become unreasonable and irrational when they are hungry. Have you not seen people when they become thus?" Se watched him for a moment and then looked to the room around them. "You need to learn control."

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[notonedrop.livejournal.com]

"Well...no. I never saw anyone not eat for a long time." Aside from himself, but that hardly counted. "Control? I tried to learn control. That's why I sometimes stop eating...not lately, but when I do."